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Some days society's rules are just a drag. I know they probably save me from much embarrassment and hardship, just the same as the next person, but I just...
** Sometimes I just want to lean over to the guy running two treadmills down from me at the gym and tell him that maybe he should invest in some deoderant
** Sometimes I just want to openly tell my supervisor that his hair bears a remarkable resemblance to that of Harry Potter's
** Sometimes I just want to run around squealing at the top of my lungs because there is sunshine, it's a beautiful day and I feel good goddamnit, and
** Sometimes I want to just be myself, say what I think and stop feeling do damn guilty about the things I enjoy, just because other people don't understand.
*sigh* Goes back to being mundane...
On a different note - I've noticed lately that I've become one of those people that comments on things, then wishes she hadn't and sometimes I go as far as erasing said comment, even though I know the person will have received it by email. I'm sure I'd be erasing more if people didn't already comment back. It's just like I know what I want to say, but when I read what I've said, it's all wrong and sometimes I even wonder if I'm offending people. I'm not commenting much lately and I'm erasing half of them due to minature panic attacks. How weird is that?
** Sometimes I just want to lean over to the guy running two treadmills down from me at the gym and tell him that maybe he should invest in some deoderant
** Sometimes I just want to openly tell my supervisor that his hair bears a remarkable resemblance to that of Harry Potter's
** Sometimes I just want to run around squealing at the top of my lungs because there is sunshine, it's a beautiful day and I feel good goddamnit, and
** Sometimes I want to just be myself, say what I think and stop feeling do damn guilty about the things I enjoy, just because other people don't understand.
*sigh* Goes back to being mundane...
On a different note - I've noticed lately that I've become one of those people that comments on things, then wishes she hadn't and sometimes I go as far as erasing said comment, even though I know the person will have received it by email. I'm sure I'd be erasing more if people didn't already comment back. It's just like I know what I want to say, but when I read what I've said, it's all wrong and sometimes I even wonder if I'm offending people. I'm not commenting much lately and I'm erasing half of them due to minature panic attacks. How weird is that?
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2. *giggles*
3. You should!! Ignore the people who will be looking at you like your crazy, cause honestly, if we all did that occasionally it would probably help the world a lot. I think I'm going to go for a walk/jog down by the lake later, cause it is a beautiful day out there, and I haven't taken the time to acknowledge that.
4. Yes.
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3. I do sometimes, especially on really windy days when I run around doing aeroplane arms like a 3 yr old and my friends just laugh at me. But most sunny days, I just do my best to convince people to eat lunch outside and I squee inwardly at the feeling of actual wind and sun on my face. *smiles* Didn't manage it today, but at least I walked over to buy lunch. It's a beautiful day.