Just yeah...

[starrylizard]

Some days society's rules are just a drag. I know they probably save me from much embarrassment and hardship, just the same as the next person, but I just...

** Sometimes I just want to lean over to the guy running two treadmills down from me at the gym and tell him that maybe he should invest in some deoderant

** Sometimes I just want to openly tell my supervisor that his hair bears a remarkable resemblance to that of Harry Potter's

** Sometimes I just want to run around squealing at the top of my lungs because there is sunshine, it's a beautiful day and I feel good goddamnit, and

** Sometimes I want to just be myself, say what I think and stop feeling do damn guilty about the things I enjoy, just because other people don't understand.

*sigh* Goes back to being mundane...


On a different note - I've noticed lately that I've become one of those people that comments on things, then wishes she hadn't and sometimes I go as far as erasing said comment, even though I know the person will have received it by email. I'm sure I'd be erasing more if people didn't already comment back. It's just like I know what I want to say, but when I read what I've said, it's all wrong and sometimes I even wonder if I'm offending people. I'm not commenting much lately and I'm erasing half of them due to minature panic attacks. How weird is that?

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[lark_ascends]

1. Sometimes I want to say that to my married brother. The problem being that he does use deoderant, it just smells like he doesn't.

2. *giggles*

3. You should!! Ignore the people who will be looking at you like your crazy, cause honestly, if we all did that occasionally it would probably help the world a lot. I think I'm going to go for a walk/jog down by the lake later, cause it is a beautiful day out there, and I haven't taken the time to acknowledge that.

4. Yes.

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

*loves the icon*

3. I do sometimes, especially on really windy days when I run around doing aeroplane arms like a 3 yr old and my friends just laugh at me. But most sunny days, I just do my best to convince people to eat lunch outside and I squee inwardly at the feeling of actual wind and sun on my face. *smiles* Didn't manage it today, but at least I walked over to buy lunch. It's a beautiful day.

[sakuracorr.livejournal.com]

*cuddles* I know what you mean.

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

Yup! *hugs*

[lark_ascends]

I get that way sometimes. You reply to something, and then start thinking, and then start worrying that they're going to take it the wrong way (which I have had happen), and then when they don't reply back after you reply back...but then, I have that with chats sometimes too.

*offers a hug*

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

Some days I get so paranoid that someone out there is having a huge laugh at my expense, then I have to tell myself to chill out. I mean I don't even really know any of these people and those I do know, well they know not to take me seriously...ya know?! *smiles*

It's just me. I think I've always been a bit paranoid and sometimes avoidance is just easier. I'm sure I'll swing full circle and go back to trying to sound like I'm a smart person again, but for now I'm just going to play at 'fly-on-the-wall' 'voyer person' hanging out quietly on a friends list near you. hehe!

*accepts hug and returns in kind*

[lark_ascends]

Just don't be a stranger, you know? :)

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

To you? Never dear Rinne! *grins*

[wickedalchemist.livejournal.com]

Aw *huggles* poor Inge. It's getting to that point where you just stress out over basically everything. It happens ... stupidly enough.

Maybe you should just go home with a bucket of ice cream and some (David Hewlett, Joe Flannigan, etc) movies :) Relax!

... yeah, people who smell are just disturbing. It's like, I'm sure they don't mean to smell, but they do. My Italian class was complaining about Liberata's smell to Angela (the lecturer) and I was like, "but that's so mean!" and everyone goes, "but it's true!"

Ahaha :P What would your supervisor do if you told him that about his hair, though? Really. It isn't an insult!

... um, what's wrong with running around and yelling about pretty looking days?

No, no! *hands you chocolate* No mundaneness!

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

You're right. I am stressing out about everything. It's just bleeding over from the real world I guess. *le sigh*

Shall rewatch Sateda and finish writing my ridiculous commentary. That aught to cheer me up and why didn't I rememebr to buy me some chocolate?

*pouts and muches the virtual stuff on offer* Hey at least it has no calories. :P

[wickedalchemist.livejournal.com]

Stupid real world! It'll get over itself soon enough :P

Aww, well, you can always go on an emergency munchie run! Chocolate is good ... especially chocolate that doesn't add to your unhealthy eating ... ness ;)

[kaaatie.livejournal.com]

Oh yes, I can completely relate to that. I often have little sarcastic comments that I'd just love to say out loud, but I usually manage to stop myself.

I also find it hilarious that your supervisor has Harry Potter hair! :)

I bet that you're just overthinking things in regards to the comments. Do what you want to do, be what you want to be (yeah!)

*considers deleting the last bit with the song reference and the cheezy (yeah!)*
*shrugs and decides to leave it*
:)

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

hee! You're so funny!

Heis hair really is HP hair! It never sits flat no matter what he does and it's the same length and colour and everything.

I will stop over thinking at some point. But then I changed this post three ties already. :P

*quickly hits post comment button*

[arlessiar.livejournal.com]

Oh I know what you mean! I have the same thought sometimes, "if there weren't social rules I'd...

...start singing along loudly to my favourite song on my hour long bus ride to work every morning
...tell those stupid people who call me to ask for the umpteenth time if I want to play the lottery that they are annoying little buggers and should go to hell
...openly cry with joy and bounce when I see a rainbow or a beautiful sunset
...tell my boss that he is simply damn wrong when he claims that he has never said that action xyz should be taken and blames his underlings for this -his!- mistake."

I could go on and on! Rules are important, but sometimes I'm so fed up or so incredibly happy that I wished I'd dare to break them, especially the unspoken ones.

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

*nods* We all do, I guess. But then I imagine us all doing it at once. It would be highly amusing and beautiful for all of about ten seconds. Then we'd probably all go a little nuts. :P

But we can all do it now and then. At least the singing and bouncing we can do. :)

[lightz474.livejournal.com]

2. Lol! My brother, Sam, his hair looks like HP when he lets it grow out.

*hugs* Yeah, I have days where I'm like, "why did I comment with that." *facepalm* It's okay though.

[starrylizard.livejournal.com]

hehe! Maybe he's really a wizard.